no i know its not good at all. but i feel like its probably too late to go back and fix it at this point. I just dont want it to get any worse than it is. Cuz i wear jewelry all the time no one can tell, plus my ears are tiny so seeing it from the back is almost impossible without invading my personal space lol. So i dont mind imperfection at all. besides im pretty sure theres not alot i can do abt it other than keep it from gettin worse. I read something on the internet about if u use cartian products like shea butter, vit-e, emu oil ect. and massage ur lobes turning the blowouts back in it could help. Ive been doing this and the results are limited.. but there are some results to speak of. Im not expecting a miraculous transformation, but its better than it was. I have not noticed any thickening of my lobes at the bottom but i think that will come with more time.
tongue pierced, and dermal implant under left eye
retired belly button, septum, nostril, madison, nipples, 4 cartilage, labret, dimples