so i was taping from 3/4 to 1''. my earlobes were getting all yucky and hurt but i kept stretching anyways. then finally one morning i woke up and realized i had blowouts in both ears. only downsized 2-3 layers of electrical tape. they both healed up and taped both to 1'', the size i want to stop at.
now my left lobe looks pretty normal, but i screwed up my right lobe.
looks like this with a plug in: http://i531.photobucket.com/albums/dd36 ... /sssss.jpg
now the thing i need help about is this: http://i531.photobucket.com/albums/dd36 ... hnhnhn.png
i circled it because i dont know the term for that part of my lobe lol. that part is a lotttt thinner than the rest of my lobe. and besides that part, my lobe is really wide.
what can i do to make it normal? and i dont wanna hear 'it should have never gotten like that, youre a dumbass, blah blah blah'. i already know that i made a mistake and now have an ugly and thin earlobe. i'm scared im gunna snag it on something and it will rip completely into two pieces. oh and i cant afford to go to a doctor about it.
advice please? :]