i think i destroyed my ears. I have been stretching for a while now, and in december, i hit size 2. Its been 4 months now, and im still at size 2. Between those 4 months, i attempted to go to a 0g, twice, but failed both times. my ears would bleed and sting when i tried to go to the 0, so i would stop and wait. my ears will not heal. i will describe to the best of my ability of what they look like.
without the polysporn: perfect shaped holes, but extreamly dry on the lobes, around the hole, peeling and itchy. They oozze like a gross sticky liquid that hardens.
with polysporn: I have been putting it on for about a week straight, (some days missed) but when i wake up, and after shower, the ears are still dry and itchy and peeling. only difference is that there is no gross oozzing. but it still wont heal.
also, the inside of the hole doesnt look to swell. when i flip my ear to see the inside, it is red around the rim of the hole, as if it is ready to bleed, but more in the center of the hole, the skin is white. looks dead. its also a soft tissue, kindof looks like a blister. both ears are like this.
the thing that freaks me out is the skin that wont heal, continues to be dry, and the white skin on the inside of the hole. heelllllppp. i want to stretchhhh. sorry for the detail of the ears. i tried not to sound to gross